So i’ve been thinking alot about moving on with my current job but the problem is that i can’t find any out there at this moment. I love what i do but im just in the wrong company to enjoy my job. Everyday i wake up and try to be positive and think why do i do this again? yeah to pay bills.
I love what i do. I work in creative art dept. i love to design (illustrate/graphic/market/advertise/develop) and other artsy stuff. Unfortunately im define as a Lazy Artist, not that i claim to be but that not my fault for working in a company that do not give any kind of incentives nor bonuses for the good work that i’ve done (other employees too).
Not quite sure what to do at this point. I do not know what i want to do with my career. either get stuck on a secure job that i barely enjoy and suck it up? or move on with other projects even though they pay less but enjoy what i do?
"I get very dark moods for no reason. Nothing in particular brings it on. You can be having the best time of your life and yet you’re utterly and totally miserable. I get very anti-social, depressed and irritable with people. I don’t have time for them. I can’t make phone calls and stuff. I just sit on my own for days."